Current behavior, to wit: All the extensive fucking-around! I mean, REALLY! At least from the blogs we all read around here and are pruriently interested in (me too!). The old joke reference about a man using his LITTLE head more than his BIG one seems right on! Only it's not just MEN!! American women as a group, seem to have just devolved into a horny, hedonistic bunch since the advent of the Birth Control Pill in the mid-60's! American women NOW seem to be as sexually promiscuous as the famous American playboys of the pre-60's! Mainly, since they can fuck around in private (secret) and never be held accountable for it as long as they don't show a baby-bump! (It is also a small step for some from there to pretending that terminating a pregnancy is just another impersonal form of birth control instead of killing their own genetic copies were the copies allowed to grow to maturity!)
Now, I'm really not getting all holier-than-thou cuz I had premarital intercourse, too -- and Boy, have I paid for it! LOL!! MORE than MY fair share of "dues" -- which proves to me that the Dues on anything are ALWAYS more than the one who pays them would think fair! Now, maybe you will excuse me cuz I thought I was in love and I thought SHE was in love with me instead of just wanting to get security in a place other than the home and environment where I found out, many years later, she had been molested. I am beginning to write my autobiographical historical fiction/novel again, and I'll address the details there (although the initial posts have been on another secret blog for over 5 years now.)
Along with the scary freedom of greater self-revelation, this 4th of July could celebrate other freedoms I care about. Freedom, not licentiousness or irresponsibility (which are false and careless sorts of freedom, to MY mind.) The freedom of showing more of my physical self on OHNT as well as on the beach (I HAVE lost significant weight this year) is one. I've even traded some semi-nude pics with a couple of young ladies for a new first; ask me & I might say yes to YOU if you're female, young, and pretty. OR just SEND them to me for MY appreciation & eyes only if you don't wanna see "Old Guys Rule" pics! LOL
OK, this looks like a good place for an HNT pic made today as we are working on my porch conversion (to a new room, not a new religion.). Looks like my financial freedom is finally well set, too with 3 companies' monthly retired paychecks(although I WOULD like to be a Florida Millionaire after the special July 4 Lottery Drawing. I have 2 tickets numbered at just over 500,000 and I don't think they are going to sell all one million tickets by the time of the single special drawing on July 4 -- in less than 3 days!)At last, I could finally afford the lawyers I have needed for "peripheral damage control" ever since my then-wife went overly self-serving and sociopathically crazy umpteen years ago. I still would like the mental & emotional freedom of vindication and justice that that could bring! THAT would mean FIREWORKS FOREVER! In confrontation AND celebration!
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