A and I had a lovely evening last night.. Ah, it was so sweet. I feel his love today, and something really deepened. I think he was a bit more vulnerable, a bit more willing to let me see that he wanted to be there. Something special about the way he came over straight away last night.
He said a coworker had invited him out for a drink but he said no, in case I wanted to see him. That belies all the good-boy pc talk about not wanting to be a rebound relationship, etc, and playing that side of things somewhat cooler than I'd like.
I am so used to Husband, who usually puts me on the schedule for a date 2 weeks down the line when he's done with everybody else in his life, clients, friends, family, etc. I have never felt like I was really all that important to him in some ways. Taken for granted. A made me feel special last night, putting other plans on hold in case I called, even though we'd agreed not to, so I could get my head a bit straight. My head is straight, it's my heart that isn't.
Anyway, we sat for at least 5 minutes, before going upstairs and tearing our clothes off. No slow build-up this time, just let's get on with this!
I hate condoms. He was behind me doggy style, and lost his hard-on. That was an awkward moment there for a short while. He has a hard time with them. Or not. But, we improvised.
What I found interesting was that I have no problem taking A doggy style, despite his big size. I do with Husband, who isn't nearly so big. Isn't that interesting?
HIV tests, no more condoms.
Wow, he is very fun to give a hand-job to! Lots of groaning and moaning, facial expressions, and writhing about... Makes sure I know he's enjoying himself. I like that. A lot.
He has the most beautiful cock, too. (I might have mentioned that.) It's a lot of fun to find out what somebody else likes, after all this time, 10 years almost! What gets him off is very different than what Husband likes. Husband is a straight up and down guy. A is not, he loves the head of his cock rubbed and teased, with lots of lube. I think this week we've used most of a bottle..
Husband doesn't take a lot of effort, A was more of a challenge. I enjoy a good challenge. And he has the most gorgeous flat belly with a perfect 6 pack. Mmm.. His athletic 6ft+ body is wonderful to look at. And nibble on.
And he gave as good as he got. Straight for the g-spot with one hand, clit with the other, all the while biting my nipples. I did quite a bit of moaning and groaning myself. :-)
Next time we're together, I'm angling for a good spanking, I bet he does that pretty well. He's very strong, physically. It would be a little scary, in the nicest kind of way.
No big wild kundalini this time, but what happened was I sat there afterwards watching TV with a heat in my chest. Just a gentle but intense and pervasive heat, spreading out, filling my whole body, down to my feet.
We took a nice shower together, very intimate, then spent the rest of the evening on the couch cuddled up in front of the TV. He left about 11. I spent the night dreaming he was sleeping beside me, which was very nice. I didn't feel alone in the house.
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