Forgiveness

Well, A might be a lot of things, but he is at least forgiving.

My stars today:
Today's Horoscope: August 24, 2009 Be careful of how your words come across to others, dear Gemini. You might not realize how much other people's feelings are being affected until it is too late. You might consider just backing off for a while and taking a break from your normal stage performance. Sit at home to practice your lines. You may find yourself in a bit of a funk, but the good news is that you will snap out of it very soon.

A few days behind, but.. What a silly situation. The upshot is that A and I have agreed on about 6 weeks of no contact. At least until after this latest Mercury Retrograde. I need time to heal, and then we can start this friendship afresh. He was very sweet, actually, after my apology.
I think we agreed that before at some point, and didn't manage to keep to our agreement.

And everything is perfectly ok. I made a bit of a mountain out of a molehill on Saturday. Thankfully A and Sister are sweet enough to recognize that I am a basket case at the moment, and forgive me. I think what's new, is I can actually also forgive myself, too. I have been under immense pressure lately.

The awakening I experienced the other day has faded, I am back to the everyday dramas, it seems. But something is different about it, I didn't collapse quite as spectacularly this weekend and managed to be a bit more mature than usual. I guess these things all build upon themselves, eventually.