I am realizing, as I read more of the Raven Kaldera book, the chapter about rope and hook suspension, that I have an urge to be squashed up snug, held tightly, bound with tight things. Many of my clothes are tight, I notice. I like the feeling. I think it must be an emotional leftover from being a baby left alone, you know how babies feel more secure when they are held tight? I think I still have that need.
It's not really sexual, so I don't think you could call it a 'kink' per se. Although, what I am coming to realize more and more, is that almost everything can be sexual! I am starting to feel the underlying current of energy that runs through all things, and it feels like sexual energy a lot of the time. So perhaps from that point of view, it is.
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