HNT #57 - Girlie Tat mostly done now!

News #1. Latest Ink: Her legs, watch arm and pink border. She seemed like so much a part of me that we made "cuts" in my armpit where she appears to be coming out of my body! The little trail of white plasma bubbles behind her neck have disappeared now.

It's been awhile since this tat got started back in September-October. I've had 3 sessions getting ink added to my Gangsta Girlie and I want some clarification before further adjustments that may have been unclear during the last session! I really want the pink aura to be wider by 1/4 - 3/8 ". My artist is getting ready to do a big back piece of the Virgin of Guadalupe on someone else & I think he was inspired by those thoughts to put MY pink ink streaming out like in the Virgin piece. However, I want NOTHING on my body to remind me of my Tex-Mex-ex- with whom I drove through Mexico to visit the original Mexico City shrine to the Virgen de Guadalupe. So this will have to change, and a wider "aura" would do the job nicely.

News #2. Drastic new development in the life of my younger son whom I raised for 7 years all alone (ages 8 - 15) until his testosterone-fueled ADHD had him bail out on ME and go to his mommy's place so he could be spoiled rotten and show unwarranted disrespect for me with great defiance & rudeness. Be careful what you ask God for: I had thought my prayers were answered when I got him back to live with me so I could raise him well. Wonderful at first, but when ex- moved to town after 6 years, and he reached age-15, this son became the thankless , willful minion of one crazy she-Devil-consort of Satan. She's dead now but the damage she caused still lingers in all our lives in MY family! If I were to tell you what I call her in daily outrage at her uncalled-for BS, you would automatically take HER side thinking she couldn't have been THAT bad! HA! Easy for YOU to say!

That's the Bad & the Ugly -- Let me tell you about the GOOD development! Unbeknownst to me, this younger son re-examined an excellent Motorcycle Mechanics Institute program in Orlando and enrolled in classes beginning a 14-month course of study which will lead to his certification as a Harley-Davidson trained specialist (maybe more specialties if he extends his studies.) He has moved his living place from Tallahassee to Orlando in a very nice, upscale lodging facility which provides some maid care. He is studying as a fulltime student successfully at the only major campus east of the Mississippi in this field and is doing well fairly easily for the first time in his academic life!

I KNEW it would be just right for him 5 years ago because it is a subject he LOVES learning about, can relate to his own Harley-Davidson moto, and realizes this is his last chance at post-H.S. study which will actually enable him to support himself with well-paid work the rest of his life! He finally GETS it and his brain's nerve endings seem to have matured enough that he is able to focus and resist impulses now that he would not or could not at 15! Florida will always have good motorcycles to work on because it usually has good motorcycle weather! This is all not only GOOD news, this is GREAT news!!!

Now, everything important in my life would be happy if I could just find out the cell phone number of my real-life Gangsta-Girlie. We trade plenty of eMail, but sometimes I need to make text message contact with timely info important to HER & it ain't happening. This is either gonna get a whole lot better or a whole lot worse! LOL

News #3. SO... here are pics of a little silver jewelry that a friend loves to play with at our bar and I love to see another female friend borrow and make nicely erect (Freudian wish fulfillment for the former counselor in me). The same lady friend recommended I see the popular 2009

movie "Spread" with Ashton Kutcher & Anne Heche.

My reply to her asking if I liked it: "Yes... and NO! I must say that I understood the whole thing in 'SPREAD' totally -- being all a bunch of fucking gameplaying and you must know what I meant about NOT liking all the fucking, phony, manipulative, bullshit games they play in the movie with each other. I have NEVER BEEN ONE OF THOSE KINDS OF GUYS THO like Ashton Kutcher played, and I hate how when women get USED, they turn around and start USING GUYS with the same sort of BS games! It is both the result of and cause of mental problems!!

And it confirms what I've recognized for a longtime -- that BC (birth control) technology has turned American girls into a bunch of fuck-fiends as bad as guys ALWAYS WERE reported to have been. You may prefer to say 'hedonists' rather than 'fuck-fiends.' But as for me, I could easily have become an honest Catholic priest 'cuz I have upheld the celibacy rule a helluva lot better than the bad 5% of all priests who caused 99.9% of the recent scandal in the Church. Take it for what it's worth, these attitudes and behaviors cause big problems in today's world. And interesting & seductive as they are, the movies that glorify this also perpetuate it! Thankfully, this flick also exposes what Bullshit it really is and how it leaves phony lives very hollow afterwards. But for a parting shot, I leave you with this little idea, "It pays to advertise!" ~Bon appetit!