Forewarned...

Been taking a sneaky look at my astrology with my coworker.

I don't have his exact time, which usually makes a big difference, but I think in this case there are enough major planets out of whack, regardless of where they fall in the chart, that I'm not going to go there in any serious way!
I think 'friends' would be fine, and maybe even occasional fuck-buddies, we have some really nice aspects too, but a more serious relationship than that? No way! He's a critical perfectionist Virgo, with a real stay-at-home mentality. Uh, sooooo not my type.. lol
We'd have a lot of control issues crop up. I'd always want to be off traveling, and he'd want to be in his local bar with his mates. (There are photos on Facebook.)

I think that's what I'm attracted to. The stability. I am under the dangerous illusion that that's what I would like at the moment. He's a really great, sweet, caring, funny guy, I know he'd be a great catch for somebody, but that's just not what I am or what I need, despite what I'm attracted to at the moment. I think it's just my sense of insecurity pulling me in to that same trap again.

I do like the guy a lot. But... Rebound relationships are always a bit of a disaster, aren't they? His chart tells me that he's also not much of a one for just a one-night stand. I could be wrong. He takes things pretty seriously. I can't afford to do that at the moment. If ever again!

I am imagining what kind of a fuck he'd be. I bet he's the slow, lazy, comfortable kind. That gets me really wet to think about. He's quite overweight, and looks pretty nice to cuddle up to. :-)
Very different to A's hard athletic muscles and stamina, huge cock, all 'fuck' and narcissism, which definitely had it's advantages! Or to Husband's endless enthusiasm and adventurousness, and willingness to explore some kink. We had a lot of fun over the years.
I can't see him willing to scare the shit out of me and tie me up though like Husband managed a few times, or just fuck me like an athlete, really hard for 15 minutes straight with no pause for breath like A did. (Wow that was hot!)
But slow and comfortable has it's definite appeal. I like a nice slow, steady patient rhythm to get me there. I've fucked a few fatter guys over the years, and it's definitely good. A's perfectly beautiful hard abs gave me next to no clitoral stimulation. A bit of a belly is a plus in that way! If I'm going to come, I usually need something to rub my clit up against, I'm just built like that. (Guys, that's why we say 'size doesn't matter'.)
I am reminded of that awesome Jack Black song about fucking her slowly! He kind of looks a bit like Jack Black, too!

All just speculation, of course. He could be a real pervert for all I know. He has his moon in Gemini, so there's hope. And, I could have read him all wrong. (I've found people with air-sign moons usually make great perverts.)

I think this has made me realize what I don't need, which is what I think I need, emotionally speaking, but isn't, if that makes any sense... Sweet honey laid down in a sticky trap.

Sister has made firm our plans for Friday night, so I will go out with her instead. No doubt her and I will find some fun to get into. I vowed never to blow off my girlfriends for a guy again, too. Sister is too precious.

And I know exactly what Master would say. I haven't run this by him yet. He's out of town this week. I don't think I dare talk to him about it!!

And here am I, making all these wild crazy speculations based on a simple invitation to go see some music. I feel I am reading waaaayyy too much into this, perhaps. As is my bad habit. I have too much time on my hands in work today. Maybe a trip to the ladies room is in order, I've got myself all flustered, talking about fucking.