2nd Date

2nd date with E went really well. He is so lovely.  So sweet and thoughtful in a way that Husband really never was. Or maybe I'm just noticing because I am trying to put Husband behind me, and it's convenient to think that.   It's nice, anyway. I am not getting carried away though, it is what it is, and my commitment to not falling into codependency again remains as strong as ever. And there's still Master's response, when I am brave enough to tell him.

Ironically, I went to see Eat Pray Love with Master last night, and it's all about a woman whose life falls apart and she's too scared to get back into a relationship again, and wants to maintain her distance from the guy she falls in love with. 

E needs a chiropractic adjustment. He explained the 'problem', which happened again, and he was really embarrassed, bless him. He said it's sometimes the case, when his back gets a bit bad, that it affects his nerve cells, and things don't 'connect'. I told him no problem, as it wasn't, really. He reassured me that it wasn't me, and he finds me really hot.
We still spent nearly 3 hours making out on Sunday afternoon, it was awesome, and did us both a lot of good! :) 
The (almost) fucking, and just being touched and held and loved on.
I am definitely physically into this guy, and what I love, is that he's not conventionally 'my type' at all!  He kind of looks like John Goodman. Particularly since John lost all that weight.
I usually go for the pretty boys, Johny Depp, A, S, but E isn't very pretty in that way at all, but he IS sexy as hell. He was really enjoying how wet I was getting. 

We had an interesting conversation about his process with Scientology and auditing, and he said he frequently goes into states of bliss during auditing sessions. I knew it...  He's not 'normal', thank God.  I can dig that. I like crazy, and Scientology is crazy. ;-)
  I was telling him a little about Tantra, and how when somehow you can manage to get 2 blissed out, opened up people at the same time, things get wild and crazy, and I feel we could go there.  The potential is there alright, for sure. Shit, even the 'ordinary' sex rocks.

He said to me yesterday, "When I do get to fuck you, you'll be begging me not to go so deep." Shit, how hot is that??? I nearly came on the spot.

What's hilarious is how of all the people I could do in my office, I end up dating the only other freak  here besides myself. I am quite sure nobody else here is into anything that weird.    

It's so damn good to be getting some.  I noticed after our 3 hour make-out session, my leg is doing a little better, too. I did stretch it out a little.  ;-)  I think Willhelm Reich would approve.