Got this beautiful email from Friend this morning:
So what you need to awaken to is "own body sexuality". You have used sexuality to "get love" - the very definition of the emotional-sexual or egoic play. You have not taken responsibility for your sexual energy. The sexual energy is you. It is not apart from you. You need to learn to be one with it. You need to learn to let go of the need to use it to get others for that is a confession of limit. I would recommend that you begin to practice masturbation to begin to allow yourself to feel only energy. Don't go to mind with images of others who you would like to fuck. Become familiar with the energy. Feel how you limit it. Learn to conduct it throughout your body. Radiate it! "Oh my God" she says, "I'm not to get fucked"? You asked, I responded. And you will get fucked but be patient.
My love, you want to be fucked by a God, not an ordinary man. XXXXX once said that all men want to fuck a Goddess, all women want to fuck a God. Prepare yourself for that. Drop the game you are playing with A and Husband. You are not being real with either one. Can you feel that? If you are being ego with them, you can be assured that they are being ego with you. Again, none of this is a "problem", my love. You are beautiful, you are sexy, you are Radiant, you can be loved, you are Love Itself. My work with you is for you to see your limits and and to learn to be free. Yes, it is demanding but don't you want to become free?
You became ecstatic with that understanding. I only want your freedom. I ask you to live your intuition and allow God to husband or Master you through your spiritual submission. But it must be your choice. You must willingly submit to this process with only faith and trust. I want you to be Free. You were Given to this because you are MEANT to be Free. It is a puja. Again, continue to consideration with me and ask questions. Let there be a back and forth between us. You need to have clarity. Your intuition must become alive. The One who you are destined to be needs to emerge now! I love you so much.
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