A is going climbing this weekend. I'm happy, he totally loves it, it makes him feel alive. He hasn't been in months, with the winter, and an injury he got in a traffic accident a while ago.
A: I will be climbing a mountain called Forbidden with a few friends. I am laughing at the irony when compared to recent events with you! I think the universe had something 'forbidden' in mind for me this weekend, no matter what! LOL!
Me: That’s hilarious, your climbing ‘Forbidden’ this weekend.. Irony has always been my favourite expression of humour. It always feels like there’s something greater going on when stuff like that happens. Sort of a comfort.. Make it a journey that feels magical. Enjoy the Forbidden, make sure you completely conquer her, and who knows what might happen when you return... ;-)
Something else from that email...
Me: My own sexual capacity has always been very clearly something out of the ordinary realms of the conventional world, I’ve always had a capacity for a much more ‘Tantric’ relationship to it, and a lot of Kundalini, and that’s very strongly reasserting itself, I have to say, since we did the Reiki at my house that time. You’ve been a much welcomed catalyst for that, too.
I think that’s partly been what’s been hard to figure out in all this, I don’t feel our connection is at all ‘conventional’. I think when I heard what happened when I sent you Reiki when you were away, something really fell into place for me, and clarified that. That kind of thing is definitely not conventional.. lol
A: Sexuality, or lack thereof, has been the main demise of at least two of my past relationships. And I agree, you and I have some connections that seem beyond the norm, sexual energy being one of them. I could write a lot more on this topic but I feel it's best left for some future day. :-)
I can't wait for that future day... and believe me, there will never be any lack, when you are with me...
I went out at lunch time and bought some condoms. Another gesture towards things, a Deliberate Act, if you Will.
I haven't bought any in forever! Holy cow.. How many choices there are nowadays in your local Walgreens... Oh my! I almost bought the 'Large' size, taking bets on A's measurements, bearing in mind he's over 6ft, and has huge hands, but figured on the regular, because if Husband found them I could always say they were for us, as ours are all out of date by about 4 years, we hardly ever use them.
I couldn't really say that, if I bought the large ones, as Husband is only 5'4".
I also figured if he needs large ones, he'll bring his own.
So, A obviously did have dishonorable and wicked intentions for me this weekend. God DAMN it... Now I'm doubly pissed that things all went pear-shaped on us for tonight. Ah, all this sweet anticipation is completely killing me...
A, never fear, we will get our moment. I have no doubt of it. In fact, I had a moment the other night, when I had absolute clarity that this will happen. Husband is away all next week, and A is already talking about us getting together for dinner, despite all his good-boy talk of us needing space to sort our heads out.
No, we don't, A. And you know what would help me the most, is a good slow, erotic, sensual, love-filled fuck, with all the excitement and heightened emotion of the first time with my new lover... I think that would really move things along quite nicely.
A: I will be climbing a mountain called Forbidden with a few friends. I am laughing at the irony when compared to recent events with you! I think the universe had something 'forbidden' in mind for me this weekend, no matter what! LOL!
Me: That’s hilarious, your climbing ‘Forbidden’ this weekend.. Irony has always been my favourite expression of humour. It always feels like there’s something greater going on when stuff like that happens. Sort of a comfort.. Make it a journey that feels magical. Enjoy the Forbidden, make sure you completely conquer her, and who knows what might happen when you return... ;-)
Something else from that email...
Me: My own sexual capacity has always been very clearly something out of the ordinary realms of the conventional world, I’ve always had a capacity for a much more ‘Tantric’ relationship to it, and a lot of Kundalini, and that’s very strongly reasserting itself, I have to say, since we did the Reiki at my house that time. You’ve been a much welcomed catalyst for that, too.
I think that’s partly been what’s been hard to figure out in all this, I don’t feel our connection is at all ‘conventional’. I think when I heard what happened when I sent you Reiki when you were away, something really fell into place for me, and clarified that. That kind of thing is definitely not conventional.. lol
A: Sexuality, or lack thereof, has been the main demise of at least two of my past relationships. And I agree, you and I have some connections that seem beyond the norm, sexual energy being one of them. I could write a lot more on this topic but I feel it's best left for some future day. :-)
I can't wait for that future day... and believe me, there will never be any lack, when you are with me...
I went out at lunch time and bought some condoms. Another gesture towards things, a Deliberate Act, if you Will.
I haven't bought any in forever! Holy cow.. How many choices there are nowadays in your local Walgreens... Oh my! I almost bought the 'Large' size, taking bets on A's measurements, bearing in mind he's over 6ft, and has huge hands, but figured on the regular, because if Husband found them I could always say they were for us, as ours are all out of date by about 4 years, we hardly ever use them.
I couldn't really say that, if I bought the large ones, as Husband is only 5'4".
I also figured if he needs large ones, he'll bring his own.
So, A obviously did have dishonorable and wicked intentions for me this weekend. God DAMN it... Now I'm doubly pissed that things all went pear-shaped on us for tonight. Ah, all this sweet anticipation is completely killing me...
A, never fear, we will get our moment. I have no doubt of it. In fact, I had a moment the other night, when I had absolute clarity that this will happen. Husband is away all next week, and A is already talking about us getting together for dinner, despite all his good-boy talk of us needing space to sort our heads out.
No, we don't, A. And you know what would help me the most, is a good slow, erotic, sensual, love-filled fuck, with all the excitement and heightened emotion of the first time with my new lover... I think that would really move things along quite nicely.
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