Good Things Come in 3's

Many reflections this weekend on what happened on Friday night... Deep, deep significance. Sex really can be, and should be, Holy Communion.
Should I share what happened with A? Maybe not tomorrow, but at some point soon. He's cool enough to get it, and not think I'm a total freak.

I was glad to reread my post below, and see it made some actual sense, and wasn't just another stoner rant. ;-) That did convey very well the truth of what happened for me.
I am curious to hear from A how his Friday night went. I know he will have felt something.

One more thing I want to share, which I found fascinating, and is a totally new thing for me. I've read before that there are women that apparently ejaculate fluids at orgasm, and that's what happened to me on Friday night, I'm sure of it. I felt it! It felt just like when I guy comes inside you. A hot liquid jet... Really strange sensation. There wasn't a whole lot of juice, not much more than usual, but whatever that sensation was I felt, I think it was that.

Husband and I had a nice weekend together in the mountains, and yes, had sex. Good, but not devastatingly so. So that's 3 guys in 3 days, at least, energetically, if not in the flesh. Haha... My inner slut awakens. She has slept too long, I fear.

It's not really even that, it's more about the awakening of intense sexual energies in me at the moment. All that's gotta go somewhere!! It's such a cultural fuck-up, the belief that only men have that kind of sex-drive, and are the only ones 'allowed' to play it out, isn't it?

Husband is leaving town for a while on a trip with his daughter on Tuesday morning, I think that time apart will be much clarifying for me. And yes, if I can lure A over for an evening, into my spider's lair, I will.

My stars for the week:
No one is perfect, not even you! Yes, you make mistakes, and recently you made a doozy. On Wednesday you'll realize that your error isn't as bad as you think, and your embarrassment will evaporate. Once that happens, you'll have the ability to think clearly about your situation.