Tomorrow

A called at lunch time, after I texted him. He's coming over tomorrow evening.

I mentioned that husband was away for 10 days, for I'm sure what wasn't the first time. A's response, "He didn't plant any hidden cameras in your room, did he?" Hell, if he did, by the sound of that, he's going to have something to watch...

HOW I'm ever going to get through work tomorrow, I have no idea. I think I'm about to pull the Cosmic Trigger.

I think there might be many moments when I might wish I had chosen to do this very differently, but for now, I have to accept responsibility for what I'm quite possibly about to do, and remember that this is how it presented itself. I feel more than a little out of control.

That photo of A is grinning at me from a corner of my desktop.