Only another 8 /12 hours until I see A. :-)
I dreamed last night that I was getting high with a famous actor with A's name. I woke up disappointed it wasn't 'my' A, as I'm not a fan of this other A particularly... It wasn't a bad dream though, it reminded me of that scene in the movie Trainspotting, where he sinks euphorically back into the carpet, it kind of felt like that a little.
Talking of needle marks, I went for my HIV test last night. Simple, easy, painless. I had a really lovely girl take my blood, and that was the most painless needle ever, she knew what she was doing. I had been dreading it, I hate needles, but it was all over before I even realized. I get the results in 24 hours on line. I don't think A has gotten around to taking the test yet, he hasn't mentioned it, and perhaps I won't mention that I have either, until it comes up. Still, whatever, it's a good thing to do. I haven't had a test or need for one since '03, for reasons other than the obvious. Nothing to do with illicit hot sex, sadly.
A and I are meeting across town at 6.30, and that's going to be tricky, trying to run out of the house really soon after I get home from work, to get there on time. I suggested some time between 6.30 and 7, and A emailed me back to say "6.30!!!!" That made me smile.
Thankfully Husband has other plans and will be out late himself, but my early departure might raise eyebrows. Especially if I go out looking like I want to get laid, not that I'll have time to get ready. I wanted to wear a dress tonight, too, and I normally never do. I was thinking 'quick access', outdoors in the nice romantic park in the dark, up against a tree somewhere, near where we are having dinner. I am going to be a horny wreck tonight. Might wear my flipflops so I can take 'em off under the table.. ;-)
I did manage to get my pussy shaved last night. Didn't think I'd have time today. You can't rush that! It's a delicate operation and takes time. I hope I'm not prickly by tonight.
On a total tangent, I was hanging out with another guy-friend and his woman the other night, and noticed my friend's huge package! No shit, the dude has 2 baseballs and a bat down there, judging from the bulge in his pants. I had never noticed that before. He's a little skinny short guy, too.
I am noticing things like that more often, like the cute guy that drove past me on the bus stop last night, the hot cyclist I almost ran into, the guy on the bus this morning, etc. Hot guys are everywhere! Who knew? I didn't!! I really didn't! I haven't been looking for these last 9 years, I guess. I got smiled at by a totally cute schoolboy the other day, too. That made my day. Big curly hair, Pink Floyd T, skateboard, skinny black jeans. Cute. Not sure he was legal. I think I might have blushed. ;-)
I am feeling fat and getting spotty, and slightly dizzy, which I hate. I have almost got my period. I have been eating ridiculous amounts of carbs and sugar. I hope it holds off until Sunday. A and I also have tentative plans to get together on Saturday afternoon. He's climbing mountains again on Sunday.
I will have to remember to take off my wedding ring, too. Been wearing that still, as Husband and I havent said the 'd' word yet, and I haven't told any coworkers. But A will notice.
I had a great night last night with Friend, and got a lot of instruction on conducting spiritual energy. That was pretty useful. He was sharing some of the wild and crazy things that happened in the run-up to his awakening.
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