Jesus. Everybody suddenly wants to have sex with me. It's crazy. My friends.. And not the ones who don't even know I'm married! I have and old girlfriend on Facebook who even came on to me on a chat this morning, and admitted she has always had a crush on me. What the hell? I guess I shouldn't really be surprised.
She was asking me all about the 2 experiences I've had of being with another woman.
I think at one point that would have really freaked me out, but now, it's nice. I can happily accept people's desires and not feel threatened by that or offended, or any of the other complicated stuff it brought up. I used to feel so threatened by people doing that, it was scary, for a woman that was raped in her early teens by a school friend. Something has clearly been healed here. It just makes me happy now, that my friends feel safe enough to admit things like that to me, it's brave, and sweet, and I love them for it.
I have clearly awoken something really powerful here. I better be careful.. lol
I have 4 FB chats going on this morning, and one MSN, and out of that, 3 of them came on to me. Seriously, not very subtle, either. One was S, one my girlfriend, and one a friend who I have never met in person, but is a very sweet older guy. I had to gently let them know, sorry, not happening, but thanks and I'm very flattered.
Except S, of course, who sent me a gorgeous photo of his, ah, proud manhood, that he took on his cell phone. ;-) That's very ok with me.
A didn't send me another email last night. I was a bit disappointed, but that's ok. I'll live. I was voicing my frustrations a little last night, but really, it's ok. I'm glad he's more sensible, otherwise there would be a lot more hurt for Husband to deal with.
I was kind of sad that he didn't just bike on over last night and do me senseless though. Ah well, can't have everything... ;-)
I have a feeling I'm in for some tough and lonely evenings. Good to know I can still get laid though, that has done my self esteem no end of good. Thanks people!! I love that my friends feel safe enough with me to tell me how they feel, even the newly self-discovered lesbians. That was sweet. She's a good woman.
She was asking me all about the 2 experiences I've had of being with another woman.
I think at one point that would have really freaked me out, but now, it's nice. I can happily accept people's desires and not feel threatened by that or offended, or any of the other complicated stuff it brought up. I used to feel so threatened by people doing that, it was scary, for a woman that was raped in her early teens by a school friend. Something has clearly been healed here. It just makes me happy now, that my friends feel safe enough to admit things like that to me, it's brave, and sweet, and I love them for it.
I have clearly awoken something really powerful here. I better be careful.. lol
I have 4 FB chats going on this morning, and one MSN, and out of that, 3 of them came on to me. Seriously, not very subtle, either. One was S, one my girlfriend, and one a friend who I have never met in person, but is a very sweet older guy. I had to gently let them know, sorry, not happening, but thanks and I'm very flattered.
Except S, of course, who sent me a gorgeous photo of his, ah, proud manhood, that he took on his cell phone. ;-) That's very ok with me.
A didn't send me another email last night. I was a bit disappointed, but that's ok. I'll live. I was voicing my frustrations a little last night, but really, it's ok. I'm glad he's more sensible, otherwise there would be a lot more hurt for Husband to deal with.
I was kind of sad that he didn't just bike on over last night and do me senseless though. Ah well, can't have everything... ;-)
My mom called me last night and we talked. I didn't share everything, didn't tell her about A, although she has heard me mention his name many times, I doubt she'd be surprised. What she did say though, was that she could feel that something wasn't right between Husband and I when she visited a few months back! She was ok with that, and that was a huge relief! Thanks Mom!!
I have a feeling I'm in for some tough and lonely evenings. Good to know I can still get laid though, that has done my self esteem no end of good. Thanks people!! I love that my friends feel safe enough with me to tell me how they feel, even the newly self-discovered lesbians. That was sweet. She's a good woman.
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