I am feeling sort of collapsed today... About A, about the weather, leaving the cat, living on my own, being lonely, about the apartment process, my bank isn't cooperating with the mortgage payment info my new landlady needs. Just because of corporate incompetence and bureaucracy and them being left on phone lines to nowhere.
Ugh, it all feels very overwhelming today. I'll be ok, I just need to get past this latest freak-out feeling. It comes and goes in waves, you know?
I am the type of person who puts on a brave face, doesn't ask for help. I don't think I can do this, in my current situation. I need help, I'm realizing. I was an only child, I never learned how to ask. I always had to cope.
Funny, I can't write all this on my regular blog. Perhaps I should. I just don't want to answer all the questions.
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