Progress

Progress. A emailed me last night, I saw it but didn't respond, and it took me 2 hours in work this morning to even remember! :-)

Had a little bit of sexy chat this morning with S on MSN, that did me the world of good, too. S is great for my confidence...

I guess that's the difference between real love and not, isn't it? S and Husband both love me. They both leave me feeling stronger, happier. With A, I gave my confidence and power over to him in some sense. It all hinged on him, not me, in my mind. I think I can see that now. It's not A's fault, no blame for him, just myself. It's what I do with it. I am not A's victim. I am my own damn victim.