Different

Mmmm... Blogging from my iPhone with predictive text here...

What my friend K pointed out to me earlier in not so many words is that I am not 'crazy in love' with coworker whom we shall call 'E' from now on.

I am in lust, but it has a different quality to it, and I am not attaching those feelings to E in the same way I have always done with guys up to now.
I think I learned a lot last summer!
It's me. My feelings, my body, E is a catalyst for them but not the cause or the origin.

I also really do love the guy, but not in that 'in love' kind of a way. So it's interesting. New territory! Feels good, much freer.