Mmmm. Date with E was interesting! He's a Scientologist. Seriously. Weird. I have known this guy for 6 years now and had NO idea.
And ironic, considering my profile icon is Marjorie Cameron, Jack Parsons' lover and the Scarlet Woman. Jack being famously involved with (and fucked over by) L Ron in his pre-Scientology days.
He has some balls, he said he's read quite a bit of my other more public blog where I expressed my views a few times on Scientology, (ie that it was a bet that Ron took with somebody, that people will believe in and pay for the weirdest bullshit he could come up with as a Sci-Fi writer), and he STILL came on the date. Good for him. ;) He's been into it for about 20 years now. I asked him about that, and he said it's done him a lot of good. That's cool! I guess that's what matters at the end of the day, isn't it?
Well that really was about the LAST thing I was expecting.
We had a nice dinner, in which we laid out all our boundaries, expectations, weird shit like being a Scientologist, etc, and we're on the same page. Thankfully. He actually has a pretty good understanding of some of the things I was talking about, he's not a 'normal' at least, and is into growing spiritually. I like that! He is sensitive to energy, and has had a few 'unusual' experiences in his process with Scientology.
We are both about nothing serious with each other, just some occasional company and sex, and taking it one date at a time. Awesome. Just what I need right now. He also doesn't expect me not to date other people. Good for him. He gets points for that, too.
After dinner I took him to the park to watch the sunset, he took my hand, then a few moments later put his arm around me, then gave me a very sweet kiss, with some nice tongue, so we went back to mine and very quickly got naked. :) It was really lovely not to be the one initiating the action.
He's not a bad kisser. Not too much sensitivity to 'going with the flow' of where the kiss is going, but not a bad technique, and nice firm probing tongue and firm lips. I like that. For me, kissing is about being fucked in the mouth, and is every bit as much of a turn on as sex itself. Or, can be, if done perfectly. S kisses perfectly. I have been known to come with just a kiss and a nipple squeeze before now.
Did pretty much everything else with E but fuck. I got my period yesterday afternoon. Ha. I had the chance to lie, and tell him I'm not a first date kind of girl, but I think by the time I had his cock in my mouth, he was probably disabused of the notion that I am all that much of a 'good girl'.
I don't know, it was really nice, but not what I had been anticipating. A lesson for me there!
He didn't get very hard, and I didn't manage to get him off, which after A last summer, didn't really do my self esteem all that much good.
Was it me? What was I not doing ok? Guys, if you're not hard, does that mean you're not enjoying it so much? You know, I really don't know the answer to that, I realize. Not having a dick myself, I have no idea.
I did find myself appreciating that in 9 years for regular fucking, Husband only once couldn't keep it hard.
Why can't I find a man with a big cock that will just give me a good hard relentless and regular pounding? Is that too much to ask for?
E's not that big, either. Maybe he's bigger when more fully hard, but...
I did have an orgasm myself, he did a good job there! No complaints. The general chemistry was pretty good, I thought. Not "fantastic", but it's more than what I have had lately!!! I was starting to think I would never get laid again.
Maybe next time we'll do a bit better. It was 'nice' but not amazing. I'll take 'nice' for now. I guess I have high expectations.
He's a very sweet and thoughtful and kind person, I did enjoy his company, and it was fun getting to know him a lot better.
Well, I have sucked the cock of a Scientologist. If nothing else came of it, (and it didn't, have I lost my touch?) at least I can say that much happened! ;)
I finally kicked him out about 11.45.
It's going to be weird but fun in the office tomorrow, I can tell. It was a nice evening, I'd definitely do it again!
He said during dinner something really sweet, "you're so beautiful, you just put my mind completely off track." how sweet is that?? I liked how emotionally open and mature he was, nothing guarded, no need to hold back feelings.
No pretense of coolness or of emotional guardedness or too much complication. He made it pretty clear that he likes me a lot, and always has, and is happy to get the chance to date me now. And I don't feel awkward about that, as we laid out our 'stuff' on the table at the start of the date. We know where we stand with each other. It feels good and clean and honest. That rocks.
I like Scientologists a bit better after tonight.
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