23

I am feeling a need to get myself in better shape, get fitter, stronger, less saggy and flabby. I need a gym membership, and the will to get there regularly. Feeling my age a little. Things are heading south, and looking a bit flabby.
I need to keep my confidence and energy levels up. I am not what I was when I was 23. I haven't done this dating thing in 10 years now, I noticed how scared I was, getting naked with A, that things aren't what they used to be.
If I am to start dating at some point, when I'm ready, I will need to be ready physically, too, not all scared that I am not looking as good as I could be.